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MELISSA
15 years OLD
GEMINI
WESTWOOD SECONDARY
1HARMONY;2HONOUR;3HZUSAMMEN
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MELISSA
15 years OLD
GEMINI
WESTWOOD SECONDARY
1HARMONY;2HONOUR;3HZUSAMMEN
ORANGEMAOMAO
HIGHWAY_BOY123@HOTMAIL.COM
WESTWOOD CHORUS
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Friday, March 24, 2006
i pissed someone off again today, im such a horrible human being. SIGH. we may nver talk anymore. I did those silly stuffs out of mere fun. we all did it, but noone seem to gt really affected, only me. Im so so so sorry. And i seem to realise choir people HATES me. yah, me. Im sorry everybody..
arif talked to me, i cannot help but tearing it out. but i feel better..went home, not happy at all. alone, kinwah pissed me off, by spraying water on my legs. arghs. i realised huici detest him. aiyo. WHY.
i just hate life.
goodbye.
arif talked to me, i cannot help but tearing it out. but i feel better..went home, not happy at all. alone, kinwah pissed me off, by spraying water on my legs. arghs. i realised huici detest him. aiyo. WHY.
i just hate life.
goodbye.
feel the SUNSHINE;
3:47 AM
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
todays terrible, everyday is terrible. so tired, very tired. my eyes can hardly open round. Just came home frm sch half an hr plus ago. And after this, gotta study study study. HELL LIFE. but there are still fun things in sch ehs? in class, theres rebecca and rachel, thank god theres them to make my life in sch happier and livelier. den after sch, gotta go for Sc investiture rehearsal, at first, it was terrible too, im a newcomer and alot of people was giving the face like ,"who is she?". yah. and shikin was also alone for 10mins before i cum, hehee. tsk. can't seem to run away frm it. i would be too busy, argh! HEHE. wei zhao, rila and shikin are so fun, we talked crap all the way and it seems like us making the noise at the back with hannah and somemore others. why are SCs so formal? hmmm..then, i got this bad headache, worried alot abr chemistry test. mr poh said it would be VERY VERY tough. ARGH. what to do? i hate to fail, hate it. ummm, went back with daphne, talked abt studies. we have to. we cannot get away frm it. its always on my mind! we are like talking abt O-levels oredy, sylvester, who was walking behind us is sec4 said. "they so fast start thinking abt this oredy." fast? i duno?its like damn fast we're gonna be taking o-levels soon. now im sec3, its like yesterday when i stepped into westwood. uhhhuh.
WHO dunt wanna score well??
right. there are not many homeworks, but why are we feeling so stressed out?
by the way, hannah and i got scolded during physics today, for simply talking. others are also talking, or sleeping or day dreaming. i bet no one understand his lesson. sigh. after the scolding, i tried to concentrate. lols. he slammed my paper somemore and told hannah to sit far far away from me so we won't talk.
yah. PHYSICS IS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN. not some boring theory everytime, maybe some experiment. but only 3?? why can't we do other stuffs.
life is terrible. we end lesson so so late. everyday passed very very fast but lessons are very very slow. alamak!
i want to sleep forever!
take care people..
WHO dunt wanna score well??
right. there are not many homeworks, but why are we feeling so stressed out?
by the way, hannah and i got scolded during physics today, for simply talking. others are also talking, or sleeping or day dreaming. i bet no one understand his lesson. sigh. after the scolding, i tried to concentrate. lols. he slammed my paper somemore and told hannah to sit far far away from me so we won't talk.
yah. PHYSICS IS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN. not some boring theory everytime, maybe some experiment. but only 3?? why can't we do other stuffs.
life is terrible. we end lesson so so late. everyday passed very very fast but lessons are very very slow. alamak!
i want to sleep forever!
take care people..
feel the SUNSHINE;
3:24 AM
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
went to eat breakfast with ganmin n shuhui in the morning, yah, some people just wanna tag along..
anyway,after breakfast, went for choir practise, after warmup n running was real practise, quite fun, i guessed?yup.
after practise went to look for mr neo to ask abt amath together with lina..
understand better i hope?
went home watched korean drama with mum, i quite love it. =D
btw, timetable changed. guess what? we will be dismissed even LATER. 4.05. wth!!!
argh, with a lunch break included, i rather get lessons done with n go study ourselves!
BYE
anyway,after breakfast, went for choir practise, after warmup n running was real practise, quite fun, i guessed?yup.
after practise went to look for mr neo to ask abt amath together with lina..
understand better i hope?
went home watched korean drama with mum, i quite love it. =D
btw, timetable changed. guess what? we will be dismissed even LATER. 4.05. wth!!!
argh, with a lunch break included, i rather get lessons done with n go study ourselves!
BYE
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2:27 AM
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
guess what, i cant go out with rebecca,rachel and joey yesterday. sigh, my mum suddenly disallow!! argh, i hope they've fun aniway =)!
yesterday conferenced with ummm, umarrrr, haziq, jingjing, nigel in the afternoon. they seem to talk for 24hours everyday. cse at night i'm called to join the conference again. l0ls
this time is joey, nigel, umar and me.. sophie came afer i left..
i did homework, finally. yah. got a few more to go. plus test to study.. ARGH
i suddenly fancy korean drama again after my mum started being crazy over it. the recent on "da chang jin" is very nice, cryable, very touching.
alright, gotta do my homework oredy.
bye =)
yesterday conferenced with ummm, umarrrr, haziq, jingjing, nigel in the afternoon. they seem to talk for 24hours everyday. cse at night i'm called to join the conference again. l0ls
this time is joey, nigel, umar and me.. sophie came afer i left..
i did homework, finally. yah. got a few more to go. plus test to study.. ARGH
i suddenly fancy korean drama again after my mum started being crazy over it. the recent on "da chang jin" is very nice, cryable, very touching.
alright, gotta do my homework oredy.
bye =)
feel the SUNSHINE;
8:53 PM
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guess what, i cant go out with rebecca,rachel and joey yesterday. sigh, my mum suddenly disallow!! argh, i hope they've fun aniway =)!
yesterday conferenced with ummm, umarrrr, haziq, jingjing, nigel in the afternoon. they seem to talk for 24hours everyday. cse at night i'm called to join the conference again. l0ls
this time is joey, nigel, umar and me.. sophie came afer i left..
i did homework, finally. yah. got a few more to go. plus test to study.. ARGH
i suddenly fancy korean drama again after my mum started being crazy over it. the recent on "da chang jin" is very nice, cryable, very touching.
alright, gotta do my homework oredy.
bye =)
yesterday conferenced with ummm, umarrrr, haziq, jingjing, nigel in the afternoon. they seem to talk for 24hours everyday. cse at night i'm called to join the conference again. l0ls
this time is joey, nigel, umar and me.. sophie came afer i left..
i did homework, finally. yah. got a few more to go. plus test to study.. ARGH
i suddenly fancy korean drama again after my mum started being crazy over it. the recent on "da chang jin" is very nice, cryable, very touching.
alright, gotta do my homework oredy.
bye =)
feel the SUNSHINE;
8:53 PM
******
guess what, i cant go out with rebecca,rachel and joey yesterday. sigh, my mum suddenly disallow!! argh, i hope they've fun aniway =)!
yesterday conferenced with ummm, umarrrr, haziq, jingjing, nigel in the afternoon. they seem to talk for 24hours everyday. cse at night i'm called to join the conference again. l0ls
this time is joey, nigel, umar and me.. sophie came afer i left..
i did homework, finally. yah. got a few more to go. plus test to study.. ARGH
i suddenly fancy korean drama again after my mum started being crazy over it. the recent on "da chang jin" is very nice, cryable, very touching.
alright, gotta do my homework oredy.
bye =)
yesterday conferenced with ummm, umarrrr, haziq, jingjing, nigel in the afternoon. they seem to talk for 24hours everyday. cse at night i'm called to join the conference again. l0ls
this time is joey, nigel, umar and me.. sophie came afer i left..
i did homework, finally. yah. got a few more to go. plus test to study.. ARGH
i suddenly fancy korean drama again after my mum started being crazy over it. the recent on "da chang jin" is very nice, cryable, very touching.
alright, gotta do my homework oredy.
bye =)
feel the SUNSHINE;
8:53 PM
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
today, accidentally called gracia a big fat elephant, sry gracia if you see this. i was pissed wif the physics lesson plus she stomped on the floor, SORRY!! you know i still love you. lols.
ummm, what else?
tons of homeworks to complete man, gotta do my history holiday assignment properly, cannot afford to fail again..
rebecca wants to go out tomro, i have to go, gotta relax ourselves at least, ABIT ehs?
the day before, ganmin and rasyidah came to my hse after studying, we played with the whiteboard, abit lame arhs, and did things like this :
kambing
babi
lembu
the quote goes "when i first learn to draw.."
getting lamer -_-"
yah.. am ermm before i end, happy belated birthday to nelson & jiaqian orites!
=)
ummm, what else?
tons of homeworks to complete man, gotta do my history holiday assignment properly, cannot afford to fail again..
rebecca wants to go out tomro, i have to go, gotta relax ourselves at least, ABIT ehs?
the day before, ganmin and rasyidah came to my hse after studying, we played with the whiteboard, abit lame arhs, and did things like this :
kambing
babi
lembu
the quote goes "when i first learn to draw.."
getting lamer -_-"
yah.. am ermm before i end, happy belated birthday to nelson & jiaqian orites!
=)
feel the SUNSHINE;
3:46 AM
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ST JOHN ISLAND
back frm the camp, miss the camp. miss the people the most! after 3 days of training, the grp of sec3 sls did bond together after all.. ALOT.. very cooperative, takes initiative and caring grp that i've met
nt to forget, the sec 4s sls are oso great man! especially marcus, hahaa, and also my grp fascilitator jondave and huiyu, love you guys. i loveee my grp too. i first tot it was a boring grp but then, everyone is SOOO funn! i called jianyang yang 1 and weiyang yang 2..i tot jianyang is very quiet but he the joker that made me laughed like mad! ahahha! alot of ppl fall sick, rila, jianyang, nuqman, hannah, zhelun was injured..alot alot. but overall, we cared for one another. games were fun! i cannot complain anything because afterall its still a training camp not a leisure one..
i love the island, its so so so beautiful.. this camp is so weird, we dun have scolding frm teachers and the teachers were happily enjoying too..hahaa, only that i got not enough slp, headache and followed by fever..
we were forced to drink half the 1.5 litre bottle, which pissed me =x, its like i cried. so the water went in my mouth and went out frm eyes. hehe. i was embarrassed ALOT of times, alot..yah..and got insect bites... eeeeyer.
WOOO, camp was over, happy, after camp went to pizza hut to enjoy a GOOOD meal after 3days of u-should-know-meals... not marvellous ones..after eating went back wif siddiq and huimin and chien yee.. walked home with siddiq yupp, had fun, fun ,fun!!
slept frm 4-9, 11-morning den went to sch for physics lesson and then amath lesson.. we whole grp went to the coffee shop during his lesson..l0ls..den stroll back..the next day oso repeat same procedure.. went for choir today, sang songs. learnt "lembu""ayam""su-su" frm frends. hehehhe den went home to change den went to jp reopened library to study..hehe
=)
back frm the camp, miss the camp. miss the people the most! after 3 days of training, the grp of sec3 sls did bond together after all.. ALOT.. very cooperative, takes initiative and caring grp that i've met
nt to forget, the sec 4s sls are oso great man! especially marcus, hahaa, and also my grp fascilitator jondave and huiyu, love you guys. i loveee my grp too. i first tot it was a boring grp but then, everyone is SOOO funn! i called jianyang yang 1 and weiyang yang 2..i tot jianyang is very quiet but he the joker that made me laughed like mad! ahahha! alot of ppl fall sick, rila, jianyang, nuqman, hannah, zhelun was injured..alot alot. but overall, we cared for one another. games were fun! i cannot complain anything because afterall its still a training camp not a leisure one..
i love the island, its so so so beautiful.. this camp is so weird, we dun have scolding frm teachers and the teachers were happily enjoying too..hahaa, only that i got not enough slp, headache and followed by fever..
we were forced to drink half the 1.5 litre bottle, which pissed me =x, its like i cried. so the water went in my mouth and went out frm eyes. hehe. i was embarrassed ALOT of times, alot..yah..and got insect bites... eeeeyer.
WOOO, camp was over, happy, after camp went to pizza hut to enjoy a GOOOD meal after 3days of u-should-know-meals... not marvellous ones..after eating went back wif siddiq and huimin and chien yee.. walked home with siddiq yupp, had fun, fun ,fun!!
slept frm 4-9, 11-morning den went to sch for physics lesson and then amath lesson.. we whole grp went to the coffee shop during his lesson..l0ls..den stroll back..the next day oso repeat same procedure.. went for choir today, sang songs. learnt "lembu""ayam""su-su" frm frends. hehehhe den went home to change den went to jp reopened library to study..hehe
=)
feel the SUNSHINE;
2:17 AM
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
everyday is such a tiring day
time passed VERY fast, mid yr is cuming
i got my termly report
as expected, i failed my amath and physics
passed my combined humans thx to social studies
umm ummm..calculated for my olevels aggregate. 25. wth. where can i go wif 25. no jc!! =(
damn chinese. first time im getting c6. damn..
pure lit helped me to pull up my grades alooot.
i wanna skip physics lessons. wasting my time in the lab only. i could use this time to use it for other studies!!
and not wasting my time absorbing nothing abt physics..
hannah cried over her results, alot of us didn do well..i got 2 F9 first time in my whole lifetime.. PARENTS DON't UNDERSTAND. im expecting to be grounded or sth...
my results :
english- 59
chinese- 58
amath- 33
emath- 62
chem- 60
physics- 29
combined humans- 55
pure lit- 70
mr poh said anyone need councelling could go to him, so i went to him and said i duno whati need his help for but jus need him to talk to me..
abit stressed already, im afraid to collapsed anytime, many of my friends all felt terrible too..very tiring and stressful sec3 life..lessons end very late..=(
next term timetable might change, there will be lunch break den go back to class for lesson. not much difference..
no matter what, i gotta work really hard, even during the holidays. its no holiday for me, or us..sad..
after sch, went for long jump, actually i wanna pon and happily telling jingjing i finally be a bad gurl..but in the end still couldnt escape..jacklyn accompanied me. hehehe..my jumping sucks. i CANT JUMP. too fat..yah..i disqualified myself after 3 rounds first.
went home...den yah..gotta pack for st. john island stuffs soon.
ciao~
time passed VERY fast, mid yr is cuming
i got my termly report
as expected, i failed my amath and physics
passed my combined humans thx to social studies
umm ummm..calculated for my olevels aggregate. 25. wth. where can i go wif 25. no jc!! =(
damn chinese. first time im getting c6. damn..
pure lit helped me to pull up my grades alooot.
i wanna skip physics lessons. wasting my time in the lab only. i could use this time to use it for other studies!!
and not wasting my time absorbing nothing abt physics..
hannah cried over her results, alot of us didn do well..i got 2 F9 first time in my whole lifetime.. PARENTS DON't UNDERSTAND. im expecting to be grounded or sth...
my results :
english- 59
chinese- 58
amath- 33
emath- 62
chem- 60
physics- 29
combined humans- 55
pure lit- 70
mr poh said anyone need councelling could go to him, so i went to him and said i duno whati need his help for but jus need him to talk to me..
abit stressed already, im afraid to collapsed anytime, many of my friends all felt terrible too..very tiring and stressful sec3 life..lessons end very late..=(
next term timetable might change, there will be lunch break den go back to class for lesson. not much difference..
no matter what, i gotta work really hard, even during the holidays. its no holiday for me, or us..sad..
after sch, went for long jump, actually i wanna pon and happily telling jingjing i finally be a bad gurl..but in the end still couldnt escape..jacklyn accompanied me. hehehe..my jumping sucks. i CANT JUMP. too fat..yah..i disqualified myself after 3 rounds first.
went home...den yah..gotta pack for st. john island stuffs soon.
ciao~
feel the SUNSHINE;
4:29 AM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
alright, tomorrow is the day, when i'll get my results and probably get more UPSET.
i think if i calculate according to olevels. i will get more then 25.. terrible!
physics for almost 6 periods every week is like wasting my time..
chem is alright but, overall, i think i got borderline pass ONLY.
chinese. THE WORST i EVER did.. jus pass 52. 52, ARGH..
umm, english, dun wanna tok abt it.. and others. i confirm fail my Amath and physics. amath- 10/30 (only test upon 100). WOW. 33/100...
physics was worse. 7/25.. 28/100? wth yah..
unsure of my combined humans..failed history, passed social studies..don't know how to calculate..
argh.
i want more sleep. SLEEP!!!
so tired everyday..
but the moment i lie on bed and want to go into my dream peacefully, i cannot sleep already.. my brain is full of stuffs, worries abt the next day and blah blah blah...
okay!
have to sleep peacefully on friday.
sat will be st john island camp, i've mentioned the 4 great things im afraid of.
NUMBER1 :
eating time, always get punishment during eating time
NUMBER2 :
Bathing time, short time limit
NUMBER3 :
Sleeping time, have to worry about the next day plus what will happen during the night.?
Number4 :
Waking up: have not even slept enough and wow, time to wake up!
lets look forward to AFTER st john island, march break must come back everyday, for lessons and grp studies. and work to give out brochures, $5 per hour, quite a gd deal..
cya..
i think if i calculate according to olevels. i will get more then 25.. terrible!
physics for almost 6 periods every week is like wasting my time..
chem is alright but, overall, i think i got borderline pass ONLY.
chinese. THE WORST i EVER did.. jus pass 52. 52, ARGH..
umm, english, dun wanna tok abt it.. and others. i confirm fail my Amath and physics. amath- 10/30 (only test upon 100). WOW. 33/100...
physics was worse. 7/25.. 28/100? wth yah..
unsure of my combined humans..failed history, passed social studies..don't know how to calculate..
argh.
i want more sleep. SLEEP!!!
so tired everyday..
but the moment i lie on bed and want to go into my dream peacefully, i cannot sleep already.. my brain is full of stuffs, worries abt the next day and blah blah blah...
okay!
have to sleep peacefully on friday.
sat will be st john island camp, i've mentioned the 4 great things im afraid of.
NUMBER1 :
eating time, always get punishment during eating time
NUMBER2 :
Bathing time, short time limit
NUMBER3 :
Sleeping time, have to worry about the next day plus what will happen during the night.?
Number4 :
Waking up: have not even slept enough and wow, time to wake up!
lets look forward to AFTER st john island, march break must come back everyday, for lessons and grp studies. and work to give out brochures, $5 per hour, quite a gd deal..
cya..
feel the SUNSHINE;
6:07 AM
******
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
hey,
i failed HISTORY, did the worst
i failed amath, 10/30 = about 33/100.
whats next, sick of failing..
i tried my best,
im really very tired!
argh.
gotta work even harder then, people would tell me that.
cried alot, cried too much =(
lemme laugh more instead
bye...
i failed HISTORY, did the worst
i failed amath, 10/30 = about 33/100.
whats next, sick of failing..
i tried my best,
im really very tired!
argh.
gotta work even harder then, people would tell me that.
cried alot, cried too much =(
lemme laugh more instead
bye...
feel the SUNSHINE;
6:03 AM
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